je croire que, j'espere que

je croire que tu me manque... encore
je croire que je t'aime ...... encore

j'espere que c'est seulement un reve,

demain, tous va finir.

mais
ce n'est pas reulisera...

heavy rain and sunshine

raindrops keep falling on my head

heavy rain won't wash this feeling away
this missing piece will stay missing

getting it back will stay a wish
it can never come true



but i don't wish that the sun will come out soon

heavy rain and no sunshine

girls day out~

'twas sunday morning.
woke up at 7++,
rolled on my dear bed till 8
and switched on my dear lappy.

spent the whole morning watching high school musical 3,
decided to go for a walk around town.

remembered that san jie needed walks too.
asked "her" if she would like to join at 10 smthing
but only got a reply at 12.45 noon.

she said she seriously needed 1.
so we went out.

spent too much time putting on mascara...
(i have no idea why it took me so long)
i didn't have time to choose my clothes,
and i didn't have much clothes to choose from, then.
(coz my "unwashed" is piled up taller than me)

so i threw on a very (too) sexy singlet and my pullover.
and went for our "walk".

on our way to the bus stop,
san jie told me her worst nightmare has finally happened.
we talked about the problems that we all face
on the rest of the way to the stop
where we waited and waited but the bus never arrived.
so we took a cab.
and on our way out,
voila!!
2 buses were on their way into um.
ShaRKs!!!

got to station U and got on the lrt
after the buses arrived.

saw a kinda cute guy sleeping while standing in the lrt
...
i dunno...
my type.


anyway...
first destination,
Times Square.

got there and shopped for something to change into.

bought a blouse. ^____________^

went to sungei wang and got a white hairband.
never thought i can wear 1.
my ears were always sticking out.
it looked nice then,
so i bought it.

went to pavillion after that.
almost got ran over by a reckless driver.
juz like in the movies.
luckily san jie pulled me back.
in front of pavillion
the fountain flows
on and on
we had dinner in pavillion
and we went to walk on the stars


and we went home.
c'est tout.

My (21sT) $peCiaL Day!!!

i didn't get a group photo coz susan had to run early.
but i really loved the night.

'twas the 21st time i did this
but i never get bored doing it.

i love the ppl who did it with me.

the first hour of the day,
we already celebrated.

till the last few hours only did we stop.
i was glad and sad at the same time.

something was missing.

anyway,
it was my day
and i loved it.

thanks babes!!! ya'll made my day my day.


and there's juz 1 thing i have to say
to myself,

HAPPY (belated) 21st BIRTHDAY!!!

i'd rather you didn't....

i guess things mean most
when you mean it.
what's the use of doing things for the sake of doing it
and not meaning it?

ppl sing, cheer,
because they should,
because they have to,
because it's an unwritten rule
and it's taboo to break it,
not because they want to.


weary flies away when ppl are happy,
tiredness looses control when excitement conquers.
if i look tired, it's coz i'm not happy nor excited,
because the other ppl are not.




mean what you do,
or else,

i'd rather you didn't,

but thanks anyway.