On this special day

On this special day

I just want to say I miss you.

On this special day

I just want to say

I don't know where I'll be without you.

On this special day

I just want to say

I'm very thankful that I have you.

On this special day 

I just want to say

i never told you enough

how much I love you.

On this special day

I'm sorry I can't be by your side,

to celebrate it with you.

On this special day

I want to say

that I'll be good.

Don't worry.

=)

On this special day

I want to apologize for all the wrongs that I have done

and that too many wrongs won't make a right,

but I'll try hard

not to disappoint you any more.

On this special day

I just want to say

I will always love you.

Happy birthday mom.

that's what J_Fish has to say~ Au Revoir~


p.s. This special day that so many people celebrate with their loved one is my mom's birthday. 


Because my sister and I are both working in PJ/Subang
and my youngest sister is in NS,
it's the first time after 27 years that she's celebrating it with my dad and him alone. 
=D


And after going through the pictures that I have, I'm ashamed that I don't have much pictures of my parents. =/

The Twins (with Joel)

From Joel’s point of view.


I have been stalking this person who read and commented on my blog recently. I'll admit it, I tend to do that a lot because I want to know more about my readers. It also helps that a portion of you guys are pretty good looking so the urge to stalk you is ever so strong.


Okay, back to this particular person I was stalking. She (yes, I stalk girls all the time, get over it) had left a comment on 2 separate posts so I knew that this person really read my blog instead of skimming through. Also, her profile picture was quite eye-catching. Hence began my stalk campaign.
When I visited her blog, I was frankly quite confused. I had previously met her at an event and I remembered that she looked really different from the pictures in her blog. I mean, there were pictures of her with long hair, and pictures of her with short hair, taken on the same day. My mind was screaming 'Wait...what?!!'

 Pictured above: Witchcraft.

Undeterred by this, I quickly increased my stalk rate. I realized that she may have a twin sister. That was the only reasonable conclusion I came up after much stalking over a variety of websites. There was no way this girl could be the same person. It seemed as though they were 2 different people, through the way they each dressed, and looked. 'WITCHCRAFT' was a close second.


Okay, let me be honest here. When I stalk a girl, I immediately start rating her based on my dream girl list. In this case, I was pretty much confused because the blog seemed to have 2 different people. After much discussion with myself, I decided that these were twins, which meant 2 different people to stalk. AT ONCE!


Girl #1 was this sweet looking, innocent and pretty girl. She had long flowing hair, wasn't too short and she was quite pretty as well.

Girl #2 had a bit of a bad girl image. Rocking out in short hair, she had these really nice frames on and was pretty outgoing.

 In all honesty, I couldn't decide who I wanted to stalk more. It seemed like both these girls had elements of my dream girl. It also brought to one question in my mind: how do you date twins? The one question that will most definitely crop up is 'Why did you pick me and not my sister?' That is a death question by all accounts. No answer you give can ever suffice or let you walk away unscathed.


Going back to those 2 girls. I had no idea who I wanted to date more. It was a dilemma on all accounts. A twin dilemma. Here were 2 hot girls, both quite similar in appearance and each having their own personal attitudes. If I were to date one twin, I would be giving up all the qualities of the other twin. Decisions had to be made.

"Pick me!"

"NO! PICK ME!"

So finally, after much wailing and gnashing of teeth, I decided that I would totally just date both girls. I'm just greedy that way. But before you condemn me as a player, think about it. I mean, why not? Girl #1 has half the qualities and Girl #2 has the other half. Two halves make one whole. If I date them both, I can have my dream girl! It's a literal dream come true. And you know they always say that two is better than one.

I agree wholeheartedly.


Cheerios!


From J_Fish’s point of view
Ok, it was crazy (and) fun taking the pictures for the blog post. Joel came up with the idea of collaborations and the idea of the twins. Being the crazy change-a-lot girl, challenge accepted. =D

Had to run back and forth to take the pictures,
but it's good fun and good exercise. XD


that's what J_Fish has to say~ Au Revoir~
p.s. Which twin would you choose?

I Don't Blog to Earn Money

Because I don't earn money even when I blog. =/


I don't remember when I joined the Nuffnang community
probably since 2009 or 2010
but I've never cashed out before.


It's not that I'm saving it
while waiting for it to grow into a huge sum
then cash out everything and go for a trip


I just never reached the minimum cash out point,
which is RM50.


Assuming I've joined for 2 years,
that's quite sad,
coz there are a lot of people who cash out hundreds every now and then
or at least once
and they joined later than me.


I have approximately RM6 in my "earnings"
because I donated most of what I got to the TLC charity thing.


But
even before the donation I never got more than RM50...
So it's kinda ironic,
poor people giving money to those who are poorer. 
Ok, 
So I'm not really poor,
but I'm not nearly rich either. 
=/


If you have a car to drive around,
you don't have to starve 
you have a place to go back to,
you have a job/get to study,
you should try to help those who are more in need too.
Every Ringgit/cent counts.


Just saying. =/


Ok,
rant aside,


STUMBLE-UPONers, READERS, FRIENDS,


Y U NO INTERESTED IN THE ADS POSTED ON MY BLOG???


T-------------T


I need to do something to increase visits...


Show some(one's) boobies? =D


that's what J_Fish has to say~ Au Revoir~
p.s. Do click on the ads if it even looks slightly interesting to you. 


Please....?


Come on, please always helps. 

Oh,
how did that get here? 

Haters, Y U LOVE TO HATE???

It's been too long since I posted an SS unrelated picture in my post.




It's a long post,
but please read and think about it. 


Haters are getting more and more aggressive recently...
It seems that everything people do will be criticized in some way. 


Read an article about Jamie Lynn Spears a.k.a Britney Spears's 21 year old baby sister.


She was thrown into and later off the spotlight for becoming a mom at the age of 16.
5 years later, in that article she talks about the hate she got,
and it makes me wonder why do people hate those who they don't know.


She was 16 when she got pregnant.
Teenage pregnancy will probably never be encouraged in a society
because it usually doesn't turn out too well for the baby
who is the innocent one.


She said she got a lot of hate comments,
but hey,
why do you care if she's pregnant or not?


It's NONE OF YOUR BUSINESS.
She made a bad decision
and you made of bad decision of hating someone you don't even know.


There are more and more teenagers out there
who are having sex at a young age.
Some just turn out to be luckier than others.


It's becoming a (bad) norm,
so get over it.


Hate is a serious thing.
Please be clear that "hate" is different from "dislike".


There was another article on how Brad Pitt woke his kids up in the morning.
And if you look in the comment,
there are comments like "how is this news?"


Well,
it isn't.
The topic didn't say: Breaking news!! Brad Pitt wakes his kids up with coke.
WTF people.


There's a section in Yahoo! that covers celebrity stuff
and they're usually useless unless you like that celebrity.


If you don't want to know,
Y U CLICK THE LINK??!!


There are people who hate Justin Bieber.


I dislike him
because he's getting too much attention.


But,
I don't hate him.
I just don't like him.


There are tons of people out there who hate him,
but why?


Has he offended you by sounding like a girl?
Well unless you have a super-duper out of this world major crush on Selena Gomez,
if not, why do you hate him?


I'm not defending him,
merely using him as an example.


Some people hate homosexuality in general.
Why?
If a gay person offended you personally,
hate/dislike that person,
not the whole society.


If your religion forbids homosexuality,
don't turn into one,
if it's a choice. *rolls eyes*


Unless the person poses threat to someone,
don't hate someone who you don't know.
Don't hate groups of people in general.


Imagine one Malaysian pisses off someone
and that someone hates all Malaysian.


Fair?


If Twilight sucks,
don't watch it.


If a song sucks,
don't listen to it.


If you don't like what you hear or see,
turn around, walk away,
you can bitch about it with your friends,
but don't make a big issue out of it,
because by the end of the day,
you'll just become a joke.


Don't hate someone you don't know.


Don't hate something that couldn't be changed.


Justin Bieber won't sound manlier if you combine all the force of haters in the world.

Edward won't stop sparkling if you hate him. 


Homosexuals won't turn straight.


If you think that homosexuality is a choice,
here's a question for you:


Can you choose who you fall in love with?


If you can,
there won't be so many broken hearts.


None at all. 


that's what J_Fish has to say~ Au Revoir~
p.s. I'm really glad that I'm not famous to have haters of my own.
It seems that famous people have more chances of having their very own Haters Group.

Underworld Awakening(crazy spoiler)

SO this is a long spoiler/rant post. 
You have been warned.


I was very excited when I found out that it's coming out.


Watched it during CNY,
and was disappointed.




I'm a huge fan of Underworld *cough*and Kate Beckinsale*cough*
but this is really disappointing.


First, 
the spoiler/synopsis from what I remember.


Starts off with Selene and Micheal were running for their lives.


Micheal got shot, falls into sea,


Selene jumps into sea and tries to wake him up in water.
(Because if water can't wake him up shaking him and calling his name in the water can)


Bomb falls near/between them. 
Of course the bomb went off.


News about vamp and werewolf cleansing spread.


Selene wakes up frozen after being released
by unknown subject.


Selene kills every guard who tries to stop her


Selene runs away. Of course she does.


Selene investigates.


Selene finds out that she has been frozen for 12 years.


Selene sees visions and follows them.


Cute guy fellow Vamp finds Selene

Together they saved a little girl who is hunted down by werewolves
and run away from super persistent werewolves who use cars as skateboards to hunt them down.

Wolves get to their van,
bites the little girl,
little girl turns into smuf ghost crazy scary looking thing
and rips off werewolf's head
with her bare fingers.


They reach safe house of cute Vamp's clan
and are unwelcomed by the clan
because Selene is a blood traitor. =X


and blood traitors are as bad as mudbloods


Clan doctor heals little girl by feeding her blood.


Little girl turns out to be Selene's daughter.


Werewolves find safe house


War.

Shooting, ripping, slashing, breaking...


Selene meets crazy big werewolf who is immune to silver
and can heal itself.

Selene gets knocked out (I think, I no remember)


Selene wakes up and little girl was given to werewolves because clan leader thinks they should stay passive and live in peace instead of fight and die.


Cute Vamp died because he was bitten by werewolf,
Selene ressurects him by cutting his abdominal area
inserting her hand
and squeezing his heart.


like what Neo did to Trinity in The Matrix I forgot which sequel. 


Selene goes after werewolves.


Selene is helped by  inspector  detective who's wife was a Vamp.

Selene finds out that the werewolves are actually those who do the blood test
to determine who is and isn't werewolf/vamps.


Little girl is used because she is daughter of a hybrid+super vamp.


Little girl is used to create serum to create crazy big werewolf.


Selene attacks in her cool bombs and bullets style.

Selene finds Micheal who she believe has died, frozen.


Selene defrosts Micheal and continue killing werewolves en the way to save little girl.


Selene saves little girl.


Little girl turns into ghost like ugliness to fight off werewolves.


Cute vamp comes back to help,


Detective helps


all normal werewolves die.


Crazy big werewolf comes to fight Selene again

See what I mean when I say crazy big?

Selene gets tossed around like a toy


and still no broken bones


Selene kills werewolf with wits.


The end.


Yay.


No wait,


Little girl sees visions. 


They try to find Micheal.


The end.


Yay. 




Now the rant.


How can Selene give birth 12 years ago
and still look so hot without exercise, stretch mark on her belly, or a C-section scar?


Ok,
So vamps can heal themselves so there won't be a C-section scar,


explain why is she still so hot.




Because she is freaking Kate Beckinsale. So fuck logic. =D


The whole show is less than 1.5 hours.
Because if they extend it more,
there would be too much fake stuff going on.


The previous Underworld movies all have werewolves/vamps jumping here and there
but for this one,
I think there are too much digital/computer stuff going on.


The story line is simple and clear
but a lot of stuff are not mentioned/explained,
Like how she's still so hot. 


Like why are humans suddenly aware that vamps/werewolves actually existed.
or why Selene doesn't have stretch marks.


It's a disappointment to me,
but I still love action/vampire-werewolf war(except twilight) movies.


There's bound to be a 5th installment so I hope it's better next time.


Though I don't know who they're gonna fight next.


All pictures are stolen from Google, 
because F*ck SOPA.


that's what J_Fish has to say~ Au Revoir~


p.s. The supposedly 12 (or less) year old daughter of Selene and Micheal is played by an actress who is almost 19. She was pretty convincing as a 12 year old. =/