woohooooooooo

earth hour is over.
an hour in (not really) total darkness.

my dad sent an sms to me
saying what he thought bout earth hour.

"we're supporting earth hour.
we've switched off the lights, tv, fan...
Jo's (my baby sis) sleeping.
we're also in bed since there's nothing much to do.

Just a thought...
it's bloody dangerous to have the lights out
at the wrong time.
i mean
what's the point of saving the earth
by reducing energy consumption
but having a population explosion nine months later!!
that's probably what would happen
if i weren't so busy
with the perky buttons sending out this sms!!"

haha...

i dunno if he made that up
or did he forward a message with some alterations
but it's good to know that even dad is doing this.
^__________^

how cool is that?!

love ya dad!!! and mom n jo.

anyway,
i went to midvalley alone juz now.
watched city of ember.
didn't blew me away
but it was ok.
still acceptable...

when i got there,
i got down the taxi,
closed the door,
and found that i slammed my finger with it.
my right ring finger is now the size of a thumb...
T-------------T
woooohoooooo

and i thought all the scratches and bruises
from the palapes training ground was enough...
we went there for pm physical training by the way.
it was really tiring
but it was really fun too.

yesterday and thursday was apk day.
i've never painted so many nails in 2 days...
luckily i slammed my finger after that.
or it would be hell for me.

sticks n stones may break my bones

but taxi doors can kill me...


i guess that's the latest updates bout moi.
see ya next time.

p.s.
mouse,

i think i miss you...

the legend(s)

21st of march
was the day that i've been waiting for
(for like a month...)

it was M.A.B phase 2!!!
it's the night
where we get to flaunt our stuff
n walk our walk. ^_______^

the theme for this year
was
"legends
in the lime light"

held in the legend hotel.

i (kinda)
dressed up as
marilyn monroe...
(with less (if not none) boobs
black hair
n no sexy mole.


they asked us to
preferably wear
black, silver or blue.

i wore white

it's not like i want to,
i juz happen to have a white dress(i kinda look retarded in this pic
T-----------T)

it was a busy day.
i woke up at 8,
ate toast for breakfast,
watched
death note till 12,
ate lunch,
watch death note again....

then the busy started.

susan came for manicure,
followed by cassey (unexpectedly)
took 2 hours for both of them.
took my bath,
tried to make up for siew mei,
(failed miserably),
make up for grace
(room mate),
n when i finally have time for myself,
it was 4.25p.m. already.
bus leaves at 5.
(or so they say).
rushed like hell.
didn't even have time to do my hair.

rushed down,
got there a bit late
but waited very long.
jason was also wearing all white.
^________^
someone to go off theme with me.

when we finally got on the bus,
it was about 5.30.

the bus didn't move till
almost 6.

got there,
n the first thing we did,

rush to the washrooms!!!

a whole bunch of us
were putting on make up there.

it was fun.

i pinned up my hair
into a mini bun on the right side.

after that,
went out,
took pictures,
went into the ballroom
n waited...
again.

didn't started till almost 9.

when we finally get to eat,
it's already 9.30.

after that,
we did wat we did best,

take a whole lot of photos!!!

showing off my nails again.

but that day, it was differentcoz i have susan to do it with me.
^____________^..thx to general chan,
almost all our pics are blurr...
T----------T
but thx anyway.my other partner in ss...
chen chen chen!!!
somehow,
i took the most pics with him
(after susan)not the best pic, but
somehow,
i love it!!
.a side of the twin tower...
n if you look close enough,
you can see the other side as the background.

(he's actually 2 times taller)

soon loong,
looking great
n not like my dad.
^__________^
when we
"went to the toilet"all wrapped up,
like how they like it.
there's a whole lot of other pics...
go to my friendster page to check them out.

conclusion:
it was a great night,
great food,
(chinese food!!!
we had cod fish, shrimps, sharks fin soup....)
great hotel
with great toilets
great ppl to be with.

a night worth remembering.

better in time

Thought I couldn't live without you
It's gonna hurt when it heals too
It'll all get better in time
And even though I really love you
I'm gonna smile cause I deserve to
It'll all get better in time

no pictures,
no dreams,
no hope,
no future,
no you.

things will all get better in time.

what the heck happened?!

nothing serious actually....

juz wanna make the title interesting so that ppl would read.

it was M.A.B phase 1
last saturday,
the day after friday the 13th.

we thought we were going to wear skirt n blouse
but
turned out that i dun have a long enough skirt
so...
i ended up wearing a sari
(Indian traditional costume)
coz the other babes were waiting upstairs,
i went to the dining hall first.

the first picture that i took in a sari
was with soon loong....
who looked like my dad. "P
he's wearing an indian traditional costume too.
^_____________^

since i was waiting there alone,
i took a *few* more pictures.

love my nails in this pic..


the food

after they finally came,
it was almost the time we were waiting for!!
...almost.

everything happened quite quickly
the opening ceremony,
the eating,
the performances,
the ending.

after that,
it was the time of susan...

SS TIME!!!voon n ming who blended well
with the curtains..man tao a.k.a phoebe n mei like this pic alot!!!
>____________<ming, voon n methe babes go cultural.kuo ning, the super senior!!!

to whom it may concern...

pkb's finally over.
been feeling like sheet this few days.
maybe it's the lack of sleep
maybe it's something else.
now that i'm free,
i have some thought that i'd like to express.

to whom it may concern:

i did my best in pkb,
though i dun think it's good enough for you.
i don't really care how you think right now
coz you're already out of view.

to whom it may concern:

i know i've been a beach recently
but that's something i can't control.
i think it's coz i'm feeling bad,
maybe it's coz i'm not feeling whole.
i'm sorry i treated you guys badly,
saying things that i don't mean,
but if six sense i do not lack,
i feel that some of you are backstabbing me,
saying things behind my back.
i feel something's wrong
like i'm always the 1 who's left out,
i told you things about me,
but the things i know about all of you,
my fingers are enough to count.
i don't like this feeling,
it feels like high school all over again,
i thought i have friends
but i guess it's just a lost game.

to whom it may concern:

i feel that we're not 8 anymore.
it's the 6 of us and the 2 of you.
i don't mind friends that are better friends in the group
but i feel awkward when you both are together.
i feel that there's a gap between us all
and you both when we're together.

to the same whom it may concern:

i know you're still here,
but i feel that you're not here anymore.
i feel like i've lost a friend,
a friend that i used to enjoy being with.
now when i'm with you both,
i juz want to disappear.
i feel like my presence is too much,
like a fish between a bunch of flowers,
but i really miss talking to you,
like yesterday when we were the 8 of us.
i don't want to talk about this face to face
coz i know i'll surely cry
however hard i control my tears,
they'll always fall from the corner of my eyes.

i don't like loosing,
games, things or friends alike,
but now i feel like i've lost to life
a failure that's overtaken by satan's pride.

to whom it may concern:

don't talk to me about this when you see me
i don't want to talk about it
i just want to express my feelings here,
it's better here
than my blog in friendster.
juz read this through and think about what i say
it's ok if u think it's fine
to stay the way as it is.
just let this post remain here in this blog,
it's just what jf wants to say.