What shooting stars?

This was my final status yesterday night,
before I went to sleep.

There was a meteor shower
yesterday night and the night before yesterday.

But not a single meteor was spotted that night.

I didn't get to see any,
other than the airplanes that I pretended to be shooting stars.

I don't know if I should be happy because
people liked my status
because they totally understand what I felt
or if I should feel sad
because there are others who were lonely like me.

I've lost myself,
but I'm happier than I used to be.

Does that make sense?

I have more friends now,
but I still feel lonely.

I have friends who care for me
but I chose to ignore them
and I the friends who I care for
ignore me too.

What goes around comes around.

I'm sorry.
because I ignored you.

Sometimes I just don't want to talk.

that's what J_Fish has to say~ Au Revoir~
p.s.
I didn't see any meteors,
in real life,
or in my dreams.

Did you?