How I became an attention *bleep*whore*bleep*

I've never gotten a lot of attention when I was in primary or secondary school.
Here's a picture of me approximately 6 years ago.

Nope. Chuck Testa 

Anyway
I was the wallflower of the class
because I'm socially awkward and I don't like to talk (to strangers).


There's a story behind it but we'll let it stay behind. 


These few years
while I was in uni until now
I've been getting a lot of praises
on my appearance. 


Thanks to my make up "skills",
I've managed to become "popular".


You know that feeling when you suddenly get something
and it makes you feel good about yourself,
and you become addicted to it?


That's what happened to me with attention. 


The praises and attention make me feel that I'm worth something after all.


So I started playing with make up
and taking pictures
and learned editing
so that people will continue liking my pictures.


It worked
I got the attention I needed
but I got a lot of unwanted attention too.


People like to stare.


Please note that staring is a very rude gesture
even when it's because you think someone/thing is beautiful.


so that was my short story of how I became an attention whore.


Tadaa~!!


Ok. I just wanted to update my blog a bit.
It's getting dull and sad in here. 


Now,

Let the praises roll in!! 


that's what J_Fish has to say~ Au Revoir~
p.s. The picture was taken yesterday.


The photographer, Kim, took a few of the best pictures
and also the worst. 


Coz he's like a paparazzi. 


He just snaps whatever weird/ugly expression I have on. XD