WHY SO SERIOUS?

DO YOU KNOW HOW I GOT THESE SCARS?

 So I have a request to do the Joker face after my scar post. 

I rather sucked at this one even though it's quite easy, 

and I scared myself after I was done with the make up,

and while editing the pictures.

but well,

the materials you need are very simple. 

1. Cotton bud

2. Red lipstick

3. Black eyeliner

4. Eyelash glue

5. BB cream/ liquid foundation

6. Black eyeshadow

7. A face

Firstly,

Take the cotton pad and rip it apart into small pieces,

then apply glue on face,

smack the cotton on, gently. 

Next, apply BB cream/ liquid foundation on "scar" and all over face.

Don't worry if it's not applied evenly,

because, to be honest,

The Joker doesn't care. 

Thirdly, use eyeliner to draw a rough shape of stitchings. 

Apply lipstick like you're doing it on a roller coaster.

You can smudge out the lipstick in the end if you think it's not crazy enough. 

I messed up one  side so I decided to redo it. 

Reapply the lipstick on top of the cotton. 

Now redefine the cracks/ stitchings. 

Apply black eyeshadow.  

Just make the whole eye area black.

Don't worry if it's not perfect.

Again,

The Joker doesn't care. 

And we're done. =D

Now with The Joker's make up on,

whatever you do will be deemed scary. 

Even if you just stare into nothingness. 

*Le wink* 

Even when you blow kisses. 

That's what J_Fish has to say~ Au Revoir~

p.s. If you have any request, leave them in the comment. =D

Someone said I look like usual with Joker make up.
I'm re-evaluating our friendship. 

Mistrusting oneself

I think it has come to the time
when I feels lost
in my... twenties...?

I call it,
the mid-twenties-just-graduated-not-long-ago-have-a-job-but-life-going-nowhere-specific-crisis.

So after a few crazy and fun posts,
I've decided to be emo. --______________--lll
Not hardcore cut myself emo. I use make up for that.

I'm going through a dilemma that I'm sure everyone has faced.
If not, you lucky bastard, I hope you feel it soon. wtf.

No, seriously.

It's the time when my heart says "yes", but my brain says

"Hey heart, according to the past memories which I have carefully stored, I would have to advice you to be cautious, for I have had enough experience to know that this would burn".

Scumbag brain it is. Hence, the pictures above.

Actually I just decided to make the pic that way.
and just goreng some philosophy-sounding-carp out of it. Yup.
That's how I roll.

Used AI for the pic.
Say I've improved on AI? Please?

Anyway, back to the topic,
I dun trust my brain, nor my heart.
It sucks when you have to rely on others
when making decisions for yourself.

Being an adult sucks. =/

Other than earning and spending my own money. I love that.

But being 24, I guess I feel old in a way.
Coz most of my friends are younger,
and the older ones somehow seem to have a life direction.

So if you're in my situation,
would you listen to your heart or your brain?

That's what J_Fish has to say~ Au Revoir