Another sad song to share

I like this song a lot. 
It's simple but very sad.
Just a few lines of lyrics
but the sadness that's brought out is profound.


Suitable for times when I wanna feel sad
and sorry.
--_____________--lll




我是真的受伤了 by 王菀之



Her voice make the song so much sadder.


灯光也暗了
The light has turned dark
音乐低声了
the music has quieted down
口中的棉花糖也融化了
the cotton candy in my mouth has melted
窗外阴天了
the sky outside my window has turned cloudy
人是无聊了
people are bored/ I'm bored
我的心开始想你了
my heart has started to miss you


chorus




电话响起了
The phone is ringing
你要说话了
you're going to speak
还以为你心里对我又想念了
I thought your heart has started to miss me again
怎么你声音变得冷淡了？
but why has your voice become so cold?
是你变了
You've changed
是你变了
you've changed


灯光熄灭了
The light has gone out
音乐静止了
the music has ended
滴下的眼泪已停不住了
the tears that has fallen could no longer be stopped
天下起雨了
the sky has started to rain
人是不快乐
people are not happy
我的心真的受伤了
my heart is really hurt




Repeat chorus


Ok,
so I'm not so good at translating
and it doesn't sound as beautiful in English




I listened to this song yesterday night.
I was waiting for something
but I didn't get it anyway.


I was quite sleepy 
but I stayed awake until 4,
just waiting.
It never came to me.


It was never promised
but I had my hopes up.
Just a simple thing
Never thought it could make me sad.


I was  worried.


Explanation not needed.
It's over so just let it stay that way..


This song is so suitable for me right now.


Even the weather is correct.
It's been cloudy and rainy for these few days.




Here's another version,
with Jacky Cheung



Many people uploaded their versions
I spent half an afternoon going through some of them.


here are a few that I went through.






Guitar versions


This girl sings very well.





This guy (I think) has really beautiful fingers. XD





I wish I know how to play piano or guitar. T---------------------T


that's what J_Fish has to say~ Au Revoir~


p.s. The paper that I sat for yesterday killed my PTPTN dream.
I studied hard for this one.


Hello RM19,500.

Current song addiction

I heard he sang a lullaby
I heard he sang it from his heart
When I found out thought I would die
because that lullaby was mine


I heard he sealed it with a kiss
he gently kissed her cherry lips
I found it so hard to believe
because his kiss belongs to me


How could an angel break my heart?
Why didn't he catch my falling star
I wish I didn't wish so hard
maybe I wished our love apart


How could an angel break my heart?


I heard her face was white as rain

Your face is whiter

Soft as the rose that blooms in May

soft as a rose in May

he keeps her picture in a frame

I keep your picture

and when he sleeps he calls her name

I only call out your name

I wonder if she makes him smile

she doesn't make me smile

the way he used to smile at me

I only smile at you

I hope she doesn't make him laugh

she doesn't make me laugh

because his laugh belongs to me

my laugh belongs to you

How could an angel break my heart?

You are my heart

why didn't he catch my falling star

I'll catch your star

I wish I didn't wish so hard

don't wish so hard

maybe I wished our love apart

love falls apart

how could and angel break my heart?

your tender heart.

Oh    my    soul    is    dying

                         I know your soul is dying

It's crying

I know

I know

I know your soul is crying

I know that you've been dying

I'm trying to un~~~derstand

Please help me~

How could and angel break my heart?

I'll never break your heart

Why didn't he catch my falling star?

I'll catch your falling star

I wished I never wished so hard

you never wished too hard

maybe I wished our love apart

we're not apart

How could an angel break my heart?

Enjoy~

How could an angel break my heart by Toni Braxton ft. Baby Face.

Somehow I find that Baby Face's part (in blue) is so super romantic+sweet.

I'd melt if someone sing this to me. XD

That's what J_Fish has to say~ Au Revoir~

p.s. to everyone who's finished exam,

enjoy your holidays

and to UM students,

happy trying to study!!

you shouldn't be reading this. 

DiGi BlackBerry Torch 9800 – Hot New Features

Yes, I should be studying,
BUT,
I can't miss this chance. 


LAST CHANCE!!!


Nuffnang and DiGi is giving away BlackBerry Torch 9800!!!
only to angels.
Digi angels!!  
*ahem ahem*

WHY DO I WANT THIS???!!!!

Because of the camera + the touch screen + slide out keypad.
Mainly the camera and touch screen.


Since I started using my iPhone 
(that my sister gave me)


I kinda like the whole touch screen idea.
If I change phones in the future,
I won't rule out touch screen anymore.
(I used to not like it)


But,
I'm so not good at typing messages with the touch screen thing.

This is where the slide out keypad of BlackBerry Torch comes to the rescue!!!


It has best of both worlds!!!
I can enjoy the feeling of touch screen and 
typing really fast with the keypad!!!
XD


AND NOW,
about the CAMERA!!!


Since I'm such a camwhore,
2.0 megapixels is just SO NOT ENOUGH!!!


I'm so sick of doing this

First photo, blur
second photo, blur
third photo,
BLUR!!!


Frustrating!!
Getting angry and getting wrinkles is so not hot!!
And it takes up a lot of my time!!!


But since the BlackBerry Torch has 5.0 MP 
(and image stabilizer
and multi picture taking)
I'm sure I'd be snapping away happily!!!


Another thing about the camera,
I won't get pictures like this anymore!!!

because it comes with FLASH!!!


And I don't even have to worry if there's not enough memory space.
BECAUSE
it has:

• 512 MB onboard memory
• 4 GB eMMC + 4 GB media card included²
• Expandable memory with support for microSD cards up to 32 GB

Other than these HOT features,

there are plenty of apps!

Facebook and Twitter already is a part of my life.

With the long battery life,

I can go online anywhere and everywhere with no worries.

That's definitely gonna spice up my life. ^___________^

One more thing,

the battery can last up to 30 hours of music playback!!

Meaning no more worrying that my battery will go flat 

because I listen to the music for too long on the bus

(especially when I travel back and forth between KL and Penang)

Can I get a "H", and an "O" and a "T"!!!

So now,

watch outl BlackBerry Torch,

coz 

I've got my eye

on you!!

that's what J_Fish wants to say~ Au Revoir~

p.s. I like the white one more. XD

My study week(s)

Tomorrow,

25 November,

is my sister's birthday.

Which is also the first day

of my finals.

YAY!!!

--___________--lll

UM changed our normal timetable

and thus we have 3 weeks of study week.

Which is not good

in my opinion.

I forgot almost everything.

I dunno if I could still construct a (grammatically correct) sentence in French anymore.

T-----------------T

Let alone remember

what Voltaire said in his stories.

Anyway,

for these 3 weeks I did only one thing.

PROCRASTINATE

Well,

that's what I've been doing since the start of my second semester.

You'd think that people would grow smarter or wiser

as we grow older,

but nope,

my procrastination has gone from bad to worse.

For these 3 weeks,

I have been:

1. Watching movies/series

2. Eating a lot of junk food

3. Wasting money

(read previous post) XD

It actually includes going home, watching Harry Potter, Sing k, and spending time with my friends.

(all totally worth it)

4. Camwhore!!!

5. Moved in and out of my room

6. Painting and repainting my nails

My newest nail deco.

Added some bling that I got from pasar malam yesterday.

It's cheaper and the quality is the same as those sold in shops,

so why not.

7. Making these

Don't ask me what are they

I have no idea.

BUT

they do look cute don't they.

I made this one first

Gave it to my little sister

and my mom saw it and she asked me to make her one too.

She was going to use it as a pin cushion,

so I made this one

with a sad face. 

Notice this one still doesn't have a mouth.

(the one in the first picture does)

My sister put the frown on it.

It looks cuter that way anyway. 

^____________^

The newest member of the unknown thing family

the angry/frustrated face.

I love this one the most!! XD

I made it just now.

Fresh from the oven.

Just to show how big it is.

I did so many things,

but I didn't do the one thing that I was supposed to do

STUDY!!!

Well,

I tried.

When I got on the bus to KL

I opened my notes

and went to sleep after 5 mins.

It's not easy reading on a bus ok...

XP

that's what J_Fish has to say~ Au Revoir~

p.s. countdown 38 hours to my first paper. 

TIME TO START STUDYING!!!!!!!

Wish me luck people.
That I need.

And a whole lot of determination.

I need to get better results than last sem to escape from paying RM19,500 that I currently owe PTPTN a.k.a the Malaysian government. 


and lastly,
I've said it once and I'm gonna say it again:
iphone 3g's camera SUCKS!!! 
>____________<