This was my final status yesterday night,
before I went to sleep.
There was a meteor shower
yesterday night and the night before yesterday.
But not a single meteor was spotted that night.
I didn't get to see any,
other than the airplanes that I pretended to be shooting stars.
I don't know if I should be happy because
people liked my status
because they totally understand what I felt
or if I should feel sad
because there are others who were lonely like me.
I've lost myself,
but I'm happier than I used to be.
Does that make sense?
I have more friends now,
but I still feel lonely.
I have friends who care for me
but I chose to ignore them
and I the friends who I care for
ignore me too.
What goes around comes around.
I'm sorry.
because I ignored you.
Sometimes I just don't want to talk.
that's what J_Fish has to say~ Au Revoir~
p.s.
I didn't see any meteors,
in real life,
or in my dreams.
Did you?
