feel

i need a reason to live.

the past few days passed without anything special.

i dun feel anything anymore.

i dun feel excited about the future,
even though i know
a lot is going to happen.

i need a reason to live.

LalalLaala~~~

having a day from hell
that wasn't going so well



sound
straight from the twilight
has me up all night
i can't fall asleep

cause i keep thinking of you

and her


慢慢心痛
没有人发现我和从前不同
你的眼中
看得见另一个人给的感动

心疼比快乐更真实
爱为何那么的讽刺

我存在在你的存在

你挥霍了我的崇拜


以为在你身边那也算永远



可惜不是你
陪我到最后



maybe my love will come back someday

only heaven knows


seems like it was yesterday
when i saw your face

sometimes i wanna call you
but i know you won't be there

even though i really love you

all i know is
imma be ok~



想念是会呼吸的痛

假装多好
我只要
只想要
在拥有一秒
去相信


当昨天的泪
蒸发成我的蓝天



也许我会再遇见你
看你满脸胡渣的笑意
爽朗一如往昔
c'est la vie,
c'est la vie,
c'est la vie.






he's the reason for the tear drops on my guitar...

how could an angel break my heart?

juz to fill up the gaps...

nothing nothing... i juz wanna fill up last week's gap...

ok. so... alot has happened since i last updated my blog.

everyday, something interesting happens.

everyday is surprising.

rmb my last post... if you read carefully, you'll find a line in the end that leaves you wondering. (if you read properly)... to tell the truth, i was confused with my feelings towards... (as my sisters name him...) ewww..... (thx to eeeeee)... i thought he had feelings for me... coz he treated me really nice. [n i was really really really happy when i was with him. (he's freaking funny la please...)] but then i asked someone. and that someone cleared the fog for me. there's nothing on. ^___________^... was really relieved. he's sooo not like mouse... (which is kinda my dream guy... with less lemak..)

so.. then i wrote a comment there, coz i felt that i know what i was feeling after a few days. i'm juz not into him. soooo not my type...

but... i have to say... (now) i'm confused again....

HELP babes!!! >__________<

i [still] miss the good old days when we had lunch n dinner together. atleast i can tell ya'll bout my confused-ness straight away instead of ya'll reading it in my blog... come back dear good old days!!!

EXAM=GRAVE...

have been stuffing my poor brain with TITAS. can we not take this not-really-useful-to-our-future-and-might-hurt-our-cgpa-badly-subject? anyway, luckily there'll be 8 questions from tamadun china... so short yet so.. em... scoreful?

today's exam, n 2 in the morning i'm still wide awake... muz be the coke... the fries didn't make me sleepy at all!!! voon!!! >________<

i keep listening to this song by S.H.E called "dun want to be your friend". (不做你的朋友）. for dunno what reason. seems to be in love with it.

anyway... suddenly, after my exams, i have to go to this camp. i am so not the right person to go.. but what to do... no1 else wants to go... for the sake of the chinese... *sighs*

anyway... ewwwww would be there... n voon... n jason.c ... it should be nice.

had dinner with voon's family juz now... (19th april). they brought us to this restaurant in SS20. great food!!! >________< chinese food!!! her dad is going to penang next month...
i hope i can go too... T----------T

freedom seems so far away...