hard times

these are hard times for me.

i'm sad.

sad for no good reason.

i'm busy with so many things, 

but when i have time, 

i drown myself in self-pity.

such a sad life this poor girl lives.

not happy even though she has so much.

her eyes are blinded by self-pity.

such a bimbo she is.

i heard quite a lot of good news from my friends lately.

they sound so happy.

but i can't feel their joy.

i am selfish and self-centered.

phrase of the post:
la tristesse me tue (pronounced la trist-ass me[as in mermaid without the r] tu)=
the sadness kills me

that's what j_fish had to express~ Au Revoir~