what shall i do??!!!!

to make things clear,


I AM FREAKING OUT THE THIS WORLD BOORRRRREEEEEEDDDDDDD!!!


i thought coming back here would be a good thing
coz i'll have my baby and i won't have transportation problems.


but then there's juz one tiny problem.


THERE'S NO FREAKING PLACE TO GO TO!!!
T-------------------T


and no friends to go with too....
why are all my friends busy at the same time....


WHY!!!! T------------------T


so i have a plan,


i'll juz run off one day,
(probably tomorrow...ppffttttt)
and go goodness knows where.


juz go around town
(and even kampong) with my baby.


ok, so it's not really a plan.
so what.


can i have friends that don't like to stay at home comme moi?


S'il Vous plait mon Dieu!!!
pour un mois et c'est deja suffit...


why don't i like to stay at home?


the reason is simple...
the internet is a very dangerous thing.


i might juz spend more money buying stuff online then in real life.
coz the things seem cheaper online.


i look at photos of pretty girls (with heavy make-up)
and i tend to try and imitate their way.
which always turn out not so successful.
and is also a waste of make-up products.


the laptop/computer is a very deadly weapon.
it can cause ppl to gain weight.
and die of poor health and obesity. XD


there's no air-cond at home..


no cute guys to scan....


no clothes to lure me...


no.... one to talk to.


again, 
the laptop/computer is a very dangerous thing.
so is PPS.


i basically talk to my lappy and my sis
when she's back from school talks to PPS 
or SDO. 


any suggestions on how to pass my time without leaving home?


that's what J_Fish wants to say~ Au Revoir~




p.s. saw a very pretty and super affordable dress online juz now and almost bought it.
until i saw that i can only get it in about a month's time. 
too bad then.


i wanted it for 2 dinners that i'm gonna attend in June.
too late.