Insecure

I miss the time spent together

I miss the time of laughter

that are so far away gone

and cannot be seen nor found

anywhere in the near future.

Am I alone?

My turn to feel emo?

I have no reason to be emo.

Other than the problem with money.

--___________--lll

I feel like I gained weight.

My face has slightly bloated.

I know the babes will go:

are you serious?

You're so thin.

But no,

just because I'm the thinnest doesn't mean I can't gain weight.

It means I have to most chances of gaining weight.

I want so many things that I don't need

I just want to be beautiful in the eyes of others

Suddenly I feel so insecure without my long hair.

I feel that I'm so boyish right now

People really look twice when they see me.

I need my long hair back.

I need a hug.

And someone to talk to.

about anything.

that's what J_Fish has to rant about~ Au Revoir~

p.s. it's 11/1/11 today, a special date. Was it special for you?