The crazy fairy tale-ish weekend

Picture taken from my dear bella, Cocoro. ♥

Ze weekend was crazy.
I took leave from work on Friday,
coz I have something special to do on Thursday night.
=X


Went skating at Ze Pyramid on Friday.

It was fun

and tiring,

and fun,

but totally worth more than RM15.

=D

I finally saw my family after almost 3 months.

I'm not the homy kinda person,

so....

I haven't gone back since I started working.

With ze younger sister

Check out her rabbit teeth. (Overbite)

She's cute and unique because of that though.

And ze daddy

Handsome (young) *ahem* man no?

=D

I got my tanned skin colour from him.....

He used to be mistaken as my brother.

XD

Since mom was busy taking pictures of my older sis instead of me,

I decide not to post pictures of them.

Jealous.

Hmmph.

>________________<

My graduation was a fairy tale.

Other than the time in the hall,

and the receiving of the (empty) scroll that came and went as fast as a fart,

everything else was fun.

I got "thrown" for 3 times

by the 4th college CC dudes.

It was scary at first,

but meh,

it's once in a life time.

I hope.

For the first time in my 23 years 3 months and 1 days of life,

I received FLOWERS!!!!!

=D

From my family.....

and Susan and Pei Yee!!

=)

Took tonnes of pictures

and was bombared on FB with tags.

I love ya'll.

Thank you for being part of my uni life.

I really miss studying.

When people ask me if I liked studying,

the truth is,

No, not really,

but it's a lot better than working.

I moved on,

but I'm not in a better place now.

=/

Other presents and gifts were nice too,

but my best graduation gift?

A weighing scale from miss Gh Pin.

The other ppl who gave me presents,

please don't terasa,

I love the others too,

but this is......

meaningful.

XD

I didn't grow fat after all.

I put on weight,

yes,

but

I could still fit into my cheongsam that I wore 3 months ago.

=D

Do you prefer the bare lips look

or the hot red lips?



I went back to UM to return my robe yesterday.

Took leave just to do that.

(Good reason, aye?)

I really really really miss UM.

It feels so different to be there.

I walked really slowly

coz I don't want to leave.

It was like if I left UM,

I'd be hurled back to face reality.

Had dinner with Cocoro at KFC.
=)

The reason that my graduation was a fairy tale

was because the 3 years spent in UM

was a fairy tale.

The people were all princes and princesses

and together we made a very good story.

When I saw my friends there,

I know that was somewhere I once belonged to.

Thanks for being there all along.

I love you, all of you.

Even though I don't say it.

that's what J_Fish has to say~ Au Revoir~

p.s. Please move on.

Hang in there. ♥

I saw this really awesome ring in Offline Blog Shop in Sunway Pyramid.
My finger can still bend, there's a bending part
under the white thing.

LOVE IT TO BITS.
But it's RM25 and I was stingy so I didn't buy it

Moving on

I have no idea why,
but it seems to be the
"feel emo because of BGR" season.

A lot of my friends are going through
relationship problems,
mostly one sided love.

All I wanna say is:
Hang in there loves.
If he/she's the one,
your effort will be worth it.

But if you think you really can't hold on anymore,
just let go.

He/she'll catch you
if you really mean something to him/her. ♥





*Big virtual hugs to everyone with same problem*


Again,
any friend who needs someone to talk to,
just tell me and I'll give you a call.
*Terms and conditions apply


That's what J_Fish has to say~ Au Revoir~
p.s. If you really love someone,
it's better to tell than keep it to your friends.

It's better to risk losing someone because you did something
rather than loosing him/her forever before you ever get to say anything.

You are society

The dark make up look

Hair extensions curtesy of my new best friend. =)

*Warning*

It's a wake up call post,

a.k.a philosophical post,

so if you hate these stuff,

buzz off. 

Everytime I hang out with my sister
I get something to write about.


You are society. 
When you think or say:
"The society thinks that...."
or
"The society doesn't think that...",
please be reminded of this post,
and these words.


You are part of society. 


If you think that you should or should not do something
because of how our society perceives it,
you're wrong. 


We were talking about clubbing while having lunch.
I said I met a friend who's a clubbing king,
and my sister's reaction was:
no good. 

(The general) Society (of Malaysia) thinks that clubbing is negative
because of religious issues, or moral standards.
Because they perceive that people who go to clubs
are morally unhealthy.
They drink,
they have "fun" in every kind of way. 

BUT THEN,
there are people who go to clubs


just to relax and have fun. 


Now those of you who doubt relaxing in clubs are possible,
you should understand that there are people who prefer loud music,
like how you like sitting at home and doing nothing,
or shopping till you drop. 


(I'm not a clubbing kinda person, so I'm not rooting for them coz of that)


You cannot and should not judge a person by what they like. 


[Because I hate it when people thinks that people who care about their outlooks are stupid or shallow]
{just because you're too lazy to do something to make yourself more attractive doesn't make you smart, it just makes you lazy.}


They live their lives as they like it.
Unless what they do will bring negative effects to other people,
like smoking for instance,
then you should say something about it. 
Because it influences your health too. 


Back to clubbing.


You are society.
If everyone or the majority or society 
changes their mind and thinks that clubbing is not a big problem,
will people who go to clubs still be perceived as "bad people"?


If you change how you think,
the society changes,
it might take a long time to change how everyone thinks,
but eventually,
it'll get through. 


You are society,
don't let society tell you what to do,
you should be telling the society what to do,
because,
YOU ARE SOCIETY.


Sometimes people think that positive thinking is naive,
but no, not all who think positive are naive. 
Some of us choose to think positive 
because there's no reason to be negative. 


It could be that the negative part is the truth,
but there can be miracles,
when you believe. 


We know both sides of the story,
we just chose to believe that things will get better in time. 

that's what J_Fish has to say~ Au Revoir~
p.s. 


I found the reason of me staying single.


Other than being too picky


I hate the feeling of losing someone to rely on. 
If I have a BF, 
I would rely on him a lot,
no matter how independent I am or try to be. 


If we break up,
I'll be alone and rely-less. 
So I'd rather live without the chance of relying on anyone,
because I can't cope with the emptiness that losing someone brings.






But then it's also possible that I haven't met the person who I would willingly break this rule for, yet. 


Are you out there?

Reasons to stay

 After the emo post,
I figured that I should do a post to remind me why I stick with my current job. 


Here goes. 


Reason 6: I get to drink free Chatime. =D
I got free Chatime for 3 days in a row!!

First cup of Chatime I've ever drank. 
Came after lunch right after I made a cup of coffee. 
I felt like throwing up after finishing both of them. 

Second cup of Chatime in my life.  

Third cup of Chatime was today. Mango flavoured. 

I still need to camwhore,
even if it's with a cup and straw.  


Chatime opened a new outlet near my office,
and everyone seems to have Chatime fever coz they have Buy 1 get 1 free promotion. 
This reason is not really valid 
coz after the promotion ends,
I'd probably not get free Chatime anymore. 
Oh well. 


Reason 5: I get to FB and MSN.
Which makes people green with envy. 
Coz FB and MSN just makes working a lot nicer.


At least if I'm bored,
I can always find someone to kacau. 


Reason 4: It has something to do with what I studied in Uni. 
Nuff said. 


Reason 3: I don't need to wear office wear to work. 

Which means I can doll up whenever I want 
or just throw on a t-shirt and jeans whenever I feel lazy. 


Reason 2: I have a very nice bunch of colleagues ♥

Look, they brought me to drink beer. 
Tsk tsk tsk .... Bad influence. 
=X

And the last and most important reason- 


REASON 1:
Time passes so slowly when I'm in the office
that if I don't leave the office,
I can stay young for a very very long time!!!


YAY!!


FMWL. 


That's what J_Fish has to say~ Au Revoir~
p.s. The Ray October issue is coming out real soon and guess who's in it!!


I hope they edited the pictures coz the last time I saw them I look like a 30 year old lady. 
=(

A time to be patient and persevere

There's a time for everything,
and now is the time for me to believe that everything will turn out better
and I will make it through this effing storm.

I'm not doing well right now.
I've never been good at planning,
and it's getting right back at me.

I feel like such a loser
coz I'm a working adult
and I can't even afford my basic needs.
It sucks when you want to live your dream,
but reality wins anyway.

I have to either change my lifestyle,
or find a new job that can offer more.

For me,
the latter is easier.
Especially when I just started not long ago.
It's not too late to turn away.

It's hard to persevere
when you have a friend who keeps brainwashing you
about other higher paying jobs out there.

And you feel like you're so stupid for persevering
because you know what he said is the truth,
and you're being stupid for staying.
There are plenty of better paying jobs out there,
why am I here?

Because I wanna do something that is related to languages.

But in the end of the day,
I need money to survive,
to have a good life.

Not just enough money to survive through the month
and rely on credit cards and loved ones when something happens
and I need money.

I shall persevere and be patient.
Until the deadline comes.
In about a month's time from now,
I shall make my decision.

that's what J_Fish has to say~ Au Revoir~
p.s.  I really miss Uni life,
but no matter what I do,
I can't go back.
Not yet.


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